Today we travel to Bangkok unfortunately that tasty street food has upset N1S and my stomach. I feel like I have colonic irrigation that has cleansed my whole system in one go. Making the flight journey less than comfortable but manageable. At least it wasn’t a long journey.

Once at the hotel the Novotel Silom Road, daughter-in-law and LL go in search of something to eat while N1S and I rest together in our room while the kids room gets prepared. Long time since I have had so much together time with him. I am going to miss hime even more than ever. After meeting daughter-in-law and Grandson it’s harder to accept the distance even if I understand he enjoys this life style. As parents our job is to let go, unfortunately something inside me is as strong as those Thai masseurs and hold on until, like our muscles they give in and come home.

But that’s not how life is, life is made by our own choices and having faith that in the end, God has a plan for us to prosper and not be harmed. So while he tells me Grandson may be coming to live with me when he needs schooling I understand that to mean the plans we have are never set, you never know the future, just as well really.